hm okay. where shall i begin.
it's been too long =\ i've been feeling so low these few days. i think it's the time of the month.
this year had been so black for me. my nails are always black. hahaha. sounds dirty, but it's not lah. what's the feeling of having too many mints in your system- tinge of coldness & highness. i feel like typing nonsense. i've been nonsense the whole night because of the rubbish songs i have in my itunes. i'm so retarded, no need to remind me. i knew that long time ago. yes tammy. i'm still the same ugly retarded freak but i don't smell like pandan leaves okay. i hope i would be able to go to the concert to watch your solo =D hahaha. i will smack your butt again, i miss tickling you. oh, get that throat well soon okay.
okay. i'm suppose to sleep right now because there is school tmr but i'm not going to school. reason is i'm lazy. and i suddenly have the feeling of being wasted. no, i'm not depressed. i don't know why i just feel like quitting school sometimes and then drown in my bed. i miss my butt-buddy prasetha! =\ i missed the times spent in australia. i wanna go there the 2nd time and waste the 2nd time with her. i miss so many things. sometimes i think we don't cherish the things we have around us until it is gone. oh man, i sound so philsophical and cliched. i hate myself.
i should probably be banned by saying too much old news, like how broke i am, how i want to get out of this fucking place, again. but i think that's not going to happen anytime soon again, so shoot me.
i've been so hardcore-MSN these past few days. especially with hisyam, all the dark and mysterious things he do online. hoho, & i know his deepest darkest secrets. i think i'm going blind soon, considering the fact that i'm on on my laptop almost 24/7. i want contacts. but i'm afraid of the part where i take out the lenses and i pull out my cornea together with it, ew.
to hell with Olga, i want my Teddy and i wanna sleep.
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